January 12, 2012

punctuated equilibrium

i have been feeling as if i am in the midst of a major transition. some things have shifted tremendously, while others have shifted ever so slightly, but it seems that every aspect of my life is altering. in my experience so far, it’s all been really positive. or at least it ends up leading to something positive. ive always thought that major life transitions are catalyzed by some event which sets the mind on a different course and takes the rest of the world with it, but in retrospect this has come on gradually and the changes have mostly been catalyzed by my making decisions which reflect my own desire for happiness. it can be extremely difficult to understand what one needs to do for the best outcome but ive been letting the flow of the universe take me and it’s turned out remarkably well for me. i feel content, and matured. 

i wonder where life will take me now. i can only hope that i am on a good path and i trust that i am. i have always been fortunate in my gamble with the powers of the universe, i guess i just have to do my best to be good to myself and those around me, and maybe i will have the luck to maintain this beautiful happiness in life.