he said we are what we lack
i would like to point out that i just inadvertantly made a baby sized ‘footprint’ in a smudge of cookie oil residue on my computer. d’aww.
anyway.
there’s this whole idea about being in yer own head too much. ‘too much’. and like, you try to find a balance of how you’re SUPPOSED to operate within your own skull but you’re talking about a place of infinite thought and trying to enforce a limit is really sort of medieval isnt it? i digress. lately my mind has been just fucking racing. spastic amounts of conscious thought day and night and my brain feels like a teenager trying to listen to loud music and do homework at the same time. its intense, man. but at the same time, shits all in transition (as per usual) and so I’m trying to figure out what my brain is trying to tell me and its just not working out. my fallback is and always has been to just stop thinking - or rather, aggressively ignore my racing, screaming brain - and just y’now… feeeeeel it out. thats working pretty well for me. feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelin’ it out, man. but gosh I’m happy. holy moly mother of jesus.
points!
